Hey yall!!! First off let me say Happy 2010 to all yall. I hope that your year has been going well so far. Mine is going pretty ok, I am breathing and have woken up everyday with love in my heart, so I am doing better than most. I am blessed by God to be alive and to have family and friends who love me. In all I am doing pretty ok. So, back to the topic at hand, My crush or should I rephrase and say my former crush. *shakes tittays* lets begin:
I have always had crushes throughout my lifetime and I can say with all certainty that I will have many more but, there will always be one who sticks out from all the rest. *sighs* His name was.... wait....... I cant put his real name on here, so for the purpose of this blog and because he kinda looks like this person; I will call him Andy Sandburg( the Dominican version, of the guy from snl). Ok , i met Andy when I first started my sentence at my former college. I call it a sentence because at times I felt like the place was a prison tryna keep a sister there as long as possible. Anywho, when I first started at my former college, I was a different person than I am now. I used to be very down on myself, wear no makeup( If you can see me now.... makeup is my pimp and I am its bottom bitch) and not give a damn about how I looked when I went to school (i.e, ripped up sweat pants with stains, ratty sneaker, mind you the distance of my school in proximity to my house required me to take public transportation, you can only imagine the looks ppl used to give me........ ) Anywho, back to my former crush. So the first time that I met him was on a trip that the department in my major gave so that we could visit the top Court in the state. I remember the first time I saw Andy, it was on the bus on the way to the Court. I thought he was cute, ok cute; you know nothing to blog about (ironic isn't it?!?!?). So anyway trip ended and we went our separate ways. Then I started seeing him more and more in the legal lab i.e, the hangout spot for all of us legal folks and we started to talk and we became friends, good friends, and eventually we started to hang out in the library, alone, just the two of us...and the security guard and other students... but ,main point ,we was were alone.... you know,*taps chin*, now that I think about it we were alone a lot of times in that library..hmmmm...* double sigh*. anywho,we got to know each other really well, very really well. I still remember one time when my phone kept ringing and he took it to see who it was and it was one of our legal classmates (who btw was fuckable as all fuck but damn was he dumb as a box of tampons for a 85 year old woman) and my former crush decided that he was going to pretend to be my man and say that we were fucking and that he was interrupting our session of fucking. Our poor classmates was so embarrassed by this he apologized and hung up pretty quick.( if you could see the grin on my face as i type this......) I remember that day so well b/c that was the day that i realized I liked him and that maybe, just maybe he liked me too. After this day our convo's got much more intense and personal and ppl always would say how we sounded and looked like a couple and then came THAT DAY!!!!....... which........ I will discuss in Part 2...Stay tuned!!!
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