We talked, sorta

Well I decided since I made such a big deal about friend requesting "da body", I might as well talk to him. So i went to his page ( which at this point I have thoroughly went over with a fine tooth comb, comments, pics, tha works!!.. i know...don't judge) and sent him a message that said : "hey !! whats up???" and he (surprisingly!!) responded "Chillin homie, can't complain, how u?" and i responded ( after doin some celebratory pussay poppin caused he called me "homie"..once again..don't judge) and I responded "pretty good, bored as hell but pretty good..." and then he ...said nothing...I felt like ok, maybe he busy, he had to go, or maybe just maybe, he is just not that into me...Yeah , I know, It took me a while to figure that out but , yeah, he is just not that into me. i know for a fact that men are not that complicated when it comes to whether or not they are feeling a girl. The fact that I went and found him and said the first hello, makes me realize that he ain't that into me. It is so funny because I just this moment, as I was writing this post came to this shocking realization. I cant believe I did not see this before. Well I guess the Lord gives us aha!! moments when he feels we have learned our lesson. So what is the lesson that I have learned?? Well for One, I need to stop going crazy daisy over a dude just because we had a nice conversation. Two, I need to realize what dudes are really in my league( if you see this dude and then take a look at me, you will see that we are mismatched as fck!!, He is a friggin body builder and I am a super doughy fat ass, i am keeping it as real as ever...) and stay away from said dudes. Third, while it was "brave"( still debating whether this is true) of me to friend request him, I was better off not doing it but, I do not regret doing it though because I learned a valuable lesson, one that I already knew but CLEARLY needed to learn again.. *sighs* Well ,another post that has gone south.. eh!!!... It is what it is *kanye shrug*